Songs I want Played at My Funeral

I pride myself on my taste in music. My dad has excellent taste in music, and I hope I have partially inherited this. Here is a little list of my all-time favourite songs, I.E the songs I want played at my funeral and have loved consistently since I discovered them.

(Disclaimer: I am a little biased when it comes to Radiohead as they as one of my Dad’s favourite bands and therefore I love them – can you tell my Dad is my idol? lol #daddysgirl)

Top 10 All Time Favourite Songs:

  1. Just One Day – Mighty Oaks
  2. Lucky – Radiohead
  3. Sweater Weather – The Neighbourhood
  4. Fingertips – One Republic
  5. Sand in My Shoes – Dido (this is inspired by Mum, not Dad for once.)
  6. Somebody Else – The 1975
  7. High Hopes – Kodaline
  8. Where is My Mind? – Pixies
  9. I Promise – Radiohead (do you see what I mean now?)
  10. Next Year – Two Door Cinema Club


I thought I would also include some songs I’ve been listening to a lot lately that are a bit more recent-ish.


  • Doing it to Death – The Kills
  • Waves – Dean Lewis
  • Adore – Amy Shark
  • Go Slow – Submarine Monkey (he’s a Kiwi guy and he’s awesome.)
  • Is This It – The Strokes


I love any song I can blast in the car and sing along really badly too. I don’t even bother trying to sing nicely, my partner will tell you that.


Summer 17/18, so far.

My favourite bits of summer (my favourite season, in case you haven’t noticed) so far.

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Happiness (A Short Little List to Keep Me Going)

To me, happiness is:

  • Coffees and cuddles on a Monday morning.
  • Coffee and alcohol in general.
  • Being at home with the folks and Sam, aka little shit, if he is there.
  • Walks on the beach, Summer or Winter.
  • Shopping with my best friend (the only thing we are good at together heh.)
  • Cat cuddles with the furry baby.
  • Driving along the motorway, singing along (horrifically) to my favourite songs.
  • When new make-up arrives in the mail, if it ever gets here #apartmentproblems
  • Finishing work early on a Saturday!
  • The sun coming out and Summer coming back ☀



“In this moment, there is plenty of time. In this moment, you are precisely as you should be. In this moment, there is infinite possibility.” – Victoria Morgan

Team Internet

Ask any 14 year-old who Zoella or PewdiePie are, and 90% would know. Ask my Grandmother who they are, and she would ask if they are an All Black or a movie star.

They are neither, but they are Team Internet royalty. You only have to Google them to see the extent of their internet empire.

Team Internet really is a thing now. Vloggers (video bloggers) are fast becoming a huge thing. So are beauty gurus and people who video themselves phoning their mum to tell her they’ve been arrested as a prank.

YouTubers can get thousands and thousands of view a day, and thousands and thousands of dollars from it too. Team Internet is made up of people who have made a career out of putting their lives on the internet. They can make millions just from posting a video a week.

To start out though, you need to be skilled with a camera, have good editing skills and a fairly good knowledge of social media. But the thing is for most of these YouTubers; everything is free. You don’t even have to leave your house. Super famous YouTuber Zoella has well over 10 million subscribers, and over 8 million followers on Instagram. That’s the population of New Zealand twice.

Zoella started out as a beauty guru, posting videos of herself putting make up on her face. Now she has two books, a huge beauty range, and two super successful channels on YouTube. She also owns a house that is worth $3m in New Zealand dollars.

But like Zoella and most of Team Internet, local YouTuber/Journalist Jeremy Smith didn’t set out to gain lots of followers, or fame and fortune. He just wants to do it as a hobby, and enjoys the challenge of uploading everyday. His friend Ben, who he originally started his channel with, has helped to keep him motivated.

“Videos are so engaging with people these days, particularly those of our age.” Jeremy says.

He says as a Journalist, having the skill of being able to work a camera, and editing software, always comes in handy. He would love to be able to try out a drone one day, as he advances his video skills.

Workwise now he is just “floating” do a bit of everything. “I left being a journalist about 18 months ago, so I wanted use YouTube to keep the skills sharp.”

Jeremy posts small videos a day, from artistic time lapses of his hometown Cambridge, to challenges, or just general chats.

“I like seeing what I can do, in normal environments, like walking down the street. I like the wow factor where ordinary can become pretty cool.”

Jeremy set himself the goal to make a video of some shape everyday this year, purely to keep his skills and keep developing a love for videos. He mostly enjoys shooting random little bits of his life.

“I wanted to see what I could do.” Jeremy says.

Jeremy and Ben originally started with a channel they just “dumped” stuff on. He films on his iPhone, because he doesn’t think it’s the equipment you use, he thinks its what you can do with it.

A highlight so far would have been when the riders from the Red Bull Ride were in town recently, and Jeremy got to shoot them riding in a local BMX rider’s backyard.

“I’ve had some cool opportunities from doing YouTube, because people know that you have those skills.”

YouTube seems to provide a lot of opportunities. As most people will know, the nightlife in Hamilton is a rather large scene and is definitely a popular place to be.

Leighton Clarke has capitalized on this, working as a photographer/videographer in many of the popular clubs, which has lead to him having big breaks with large events in Auckland.

With three thousand likes on his Facebook page, Leighton’s Life, he’s becoming a familiar face around Hamilton.

Along with this, he set himself the challenge of making a video a day, for 366 days of this year, and his since of humor and fun personality have appealed to many of his viewers. And as Leighton has found out through his work on the Hamilton clubbing scene, people love it when they can be spotted in his videos.

Leighton and his partner Kayla both enjoy making YouTube videos and credit their friends and subscribers as their motivation to keep going.

“It means a lot to me to have a following, your subscribers are key, without them I’m stuck. I don’t know how I’ve managed to keep posting everyday.” Leighton says. “I actually got into making YouTube videos because of Kayla. I saw her one day put her phone up on the window sill and record. It is still on her YouTube to date actually. So she was my inspiration.”

Leighton is also inspired by famous YouTuber Casey Neistat, who is known for his short films and creative videos, which has earned him over 3 million subscribers.

“I just wanted to make a video everyday and it just kind of happened.” Leighton says.

Another part of Team Internet that is fast becoming the most popular job out there, would be the good old beauty guru. Many YouTube beauty gurus started out like Zoella, just putting on make up in front of a camera, but now many of them own their own beauty lines, and are rich beyond their wildest dreams.

A good example of this is Kiwi beauty guru Shaaanxo. Shannon Harris, aka. Shaaanxo, started making YouTube videos as a creative outlet whilst she was studying and working in a deli.

Now she has her own brush and eyelash line, and has collaborated with massive make up brands to create her own make up, all because of YouTube. Shannon has nearly 3 million subscribers on YouTube and she doesn’t even have to leave her house.

Being a beauty guru is every teen girls dream, with thousands of beauty videos being uploaded to YouTube everyday. To make it big in the beauty world though, you need to be fairly skilled and at least know how to apply fake eyelashes.

Kayla Watts is pursuing the beauty guru dream, and her passion for it is obvious.

“Makeup has always been a passion of mine. I always had questions from my friends like “how do you do your eye makeup like that?” So I decided to show them using videos.”

For now, Kayla and Leighton are just normal people, with normal jobs. When they aren’t recording themselves and putting it on the internet for fun, Kayla is a retail manager and Leighton works at Countdown.

While Leighton and Kayla might not yet be Hamilton’s answer to Shaaanxo and her boyfriend and fellow Vlogger Hamish Kennard, the future looks promising.

“It’s definitely more of a hobby for me, however if it turned into a career later down the track I wouldn’t be disappointed!” Kayla says.

“It would be dope as if I could do it as a job, but right now it is a hobby, I love it so much. However, like Kayla said it wouldn’t be a disappointment if it become a job in the future.” Leighton agrees.

But as most people who have attempted YouTube would know, its quite hard to make a career out of it. Whilst both Kayla and Leighton don’t make enough money off YouTube to live off it yet, they both think it would be cool if they could one days. But for now, it will stay a hobby.

“It all depends on your view count and adds.” Leighton says. “I would have to be getting a couple of thousand views per video to notice but yeah.”

However, Jeremy, Kayla and Leighton all agree, if you set out to make yourself famous on YouTube, or you’re just doing it to make money, it’s not the right way to do it. Passion and drive is a must.

“You don’t want to go down the sell-out path.” Jeremy says.

The main thing that is obvious with YouTubers, especially the ones who work jobs as well, like Jeremy, Kayla and Leighton, is their dedication to what they do.

Their commitment to uploading and making new content is admirable, as well as being able to juggle jobs and life in general. It’s a great time management skill to have and their enthusiasm for their hobby is obvious throughout.

Whilst New Zealand might not produce as many famous YouTubers as America and the UK, the love for YouTube is obvious and the passion for their hobby is amazing.

People are becoming more and more open with their lives and Team Internet is fast taking over. But after all, as these awesome local YouTubers have shown, its not about the money, its about the passion.

And as Jeremy says; “Anyone can do it.”

Thank God for Fake Tan

I’m not a fan of Winter. The only positive of Winter is my birthday is in June. If I lived in the northern hemisphere I would literally have no reason to live, and would probably spend the whole season in bed with YouTube and Skittles. And Pringles. If they were gluten free. To be honest I do this most of Winter anyway, only leaving bed for work and tech. And food.

I hate winter because it gets dark earlier, its cold, there is not as much sun and my room always smells mouldy. Especially in the flat. A few years ago my room flooded in Winter. You can see where I’m going with this. I just don’t like it. I live for summer, I’m just that kind of person.

So, since I am determined I am not going to have a shitty Winter like last year (and the year before, and before..) I have made a few positives:

– I can crack out my ripped jeans.
– My 21st (which will not be a raging party, but still.)
– Baths, always nicer in the winter but are a dick to get out of when its cold
– I appreciate the sun a lot more when it comes out
– Cuddles

One day I will be in Malta where there is 330 days of sun, and I will be a happy but burnt little possum.

That’s as far as I got. Thank god for fake tan.